tHe dAy has FiNaLLy cOmE !

Heya !

It's Friday, 7 December 2012.

It's the birthday of my friend.

I really wanna wish just like he did to me.

But then, I'm not sure what will be his reaction.

You..

Happy birthday !

Have fun..

The most beautiful cake ever >.<

I always imagine this day will come and

I'm giving him present for his birthday.

and he will said "This is so sweet. I love it"

and I'll smile.

But for now..

The  situation is different. 

It's just awkward.

I'm trying to forget everything.

Even your birthday date.

But then everywhere I look,

I saw a reminder.

-or maybe it's just on my mind-

"Today is his birthday"

Even when I'm on skype,

It appeared more than 10 times :3

because my skype keep on on/off.

The day also feels longer than usual.

It's just so annoying.

Why do I have to be remind for something 

I wanna forget.

I keep on pretending that I don't care at all.

Why would I either? -_-

I like things to be fair.

So yeah..

You don't even care. Why should I then?

So, yeah.. no need to complaining that 

I don't even care or whatever.

Go look into the mirror before pointing on me.

Ask yourself if you ever care..

Or ??

I need to tell you that over and over again?

Before my words feels like a high-five on the face,

you should figured it out by yourself.

I do care. Still.

I just pretend like I don't.

But yeah, you can assume that

I'm no longer care now.

I'm fine with that :)

Sigh.

This is really ruining my mood for the whole day..

But hey,

Chill. Have fun.

We lived once. Make it worth.

Until next time.

Daaaaa ! 

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pEcaH kACe , pEcaH sIMeN, sUdAh Bce, tOLonG kOmeN?? :D

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